Word of my heart . . .

mmm . . . ^.^

This song' i have decided to follow Jesus' is a simple song . . .

yet it have a deep meaning to me . . .

I have decided to follow Jesus . . .
I have decided to follow Jesus . . .
I have decided to follow Jesus . . .

No turning back . . . no turning back . . .

When things go smooth and good, or we are happy . . .

it's easy to say:

'i have decided to follow Jesus, no turning back'

without any struggle . . . fear. . .

But . . .

when things don't go smoothly, we face some hardships, troubles . . .

Am i still trust God?
Will i give out?

Still able to say:

'I have decided to for Jesus . . . no turning back'

^.^ haa

my heart say . . .

Yes . . . (^.^)

Mission training @ mission trip . . .

It's already 1 month.. i didnt update my blog ... WAH!!


So many things are going on .. mission training..


mission trip ...



mmm...mission training is great!! thank you Jesus . .





for the great things YOU have done in this group of young people life . . .


These are the lovely young ppl . . . ^.^




benjamin, earvin, edwina, desmond lai, darren, joel khor,


joel hoo,vincent lew, vincent tung,zoe, sherene, sheau tyan,


kevin ling, sean hoo, jason oon . . .



i pray these group of young ppl will continue to grow, develop their life and well eqquip to serve The Lord . . .



don't just stop in mission training . . . continue the journey .. .

Oldtown kopitiam @ bangsar

Just now my sis ask me to accompany her for dinner... at 1st i rejected her coz im very3 the tired.. (just came back frm mission training) haa.. after a short while, i bring her for dinner.. coz i hv onli 1 sis.. and 1 God...
(like not link ler)

my sis seek advice frm me regarding her student exchange program to us, about wat to buy, and wat to bring . . .

Suddenly, she ask me about King's david in the bible.. aik.. this suprise me... wow (she dun want to mention about God, or the bible thingy..) . . . i started to say, 'you got read that bible tat i brought 4 u?' (brought 4 her 1 year ago) my sis answered, yup, 1 king...'

then i started to share to her about king david, saul, solomon... (their life, backgroud, what we can apply frm here to our daily life) she keep asking and asking, want to noe more . . . hmmm

It's a good start, may my sis really encounter with Jesus! thank Jesus, 4 a wonderful sister . . .

Don't lose the heavenly vision and passion . . .

(Phi 3:12) I don't mean to say that i have already archieve these things or i have already reached perfection! but keep working toward that day when i will finally be all that Christ Jesus saved for and want me to do . . .

Found something in this bible verse . . . we may learn from Paul's life . . .

• Know our purpose, destiny and God's calling in our life . . . go for it!
• Seek The Lord 1st, as we move on, God will reveal it to us through ppl, cicumstances, etcs..
• Don't give up no matter what happen . . . mmm.. tis is interesting . .
• Always improve and change when we r wrong in order to move forward . .
• There are eternal value during fulfilling God's will in our life . .

Encouraging myself... haa

last sunday..whole day

mmm. . . didnt update my journal for 2 weeks.. haa..

Last week FGCC bro and sis have concert at our church. im glad to serve the Lord together with them. . . some of our bro n sis aso came to this concert.. just summerize it . . .

im hungry at sunday evening coz nt yt have my dinner yet, only a nasi lemak during my lunch.. haa.. it was a whole day 4 me frm morning.. someone brought me mee bakso.. im so touched! thank you Jesus! for sending someone to feed me.. haa..i cant go anyway coz need2 jaga the sound system..

• Passionate
• united together
• Humble heart -

Give the best to others..

This morning i received a love offering.. dont know who gave it to me.. i was very excited coz wonder this amount of money may use it to cover my new shoe cost.. haa..
(brought a new balance shoe yesterday at ioi mall) =)

This evening, visit a young boy,wanna hv dinner then went to main sanctuary and pray together...he looks down and troubled... haa wonder to eat what 4 dinner (haiya.. everytime need2 think bout this) .. strawberry, kfc, mcd, hawker stall, old town.. etc.. there is a covinction in my heart... give the best to others.. then i suggest we go to victoria station.. yeah!!1 cool!!

We had a wonderful time together during dinner and prayer..into His presence encouraging and building up..

The young boy asked "why you bring me to VS? is very expensive!" then i answered,
"if i wanna to give, then i should give the best! u may impact many others lives one day! maybe few thousand..childrens.. youths!

It's more blessed to give rather than just receive only.. ")

Destiny . . .

this few day my heart is troubled and concern...

Thinking & wondering about young people (believer or non believer) .. about their life style.. more concern on what they wear, use, see, how they behave, until dont put God at 1st in their live as the priority, not passionate for the LOrd. . .

this is very dangerous.. coz many young people will fall into satan's trap... make them not focus to The Lord, yet problems, trends, branded things, technology, money issues, busyness . . .

young people not suppose to end out like this... fall into satan's trap - astray away, blinded, hurt.. etc..

they dont know their destiny . . . should reign together with Christ one day . . . need to prepare for this..

They should live out full force for Jesus! do great things for Him!

not saying tat we cant enjoy life but is our heart's matter toward God, our passion, value and purpose...

Please dont misunderstand me..")

they look lively at outward yet not..

(remind me 1 of the churches in book of revelation - church of sardis - have a reputation being alive but are dead)

be aware and alert..

I will intercede for this matter.. impart the right things when have chance..

Thank you Lord..